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ticcyyy ([personal profile] ticcyyy) wrote2008-04-10 03:22 pm

[video] Passive (House/Cuddy, House/Wilson, House/Stacy)



download: Sendspace (112MB, .wmv)


title: Passive
pairing: House/Wilson, House/Cuddy, some House/Stacy
song: Passive by A Perfect Circle
duration: 3;36
summary: House's struggle with pain, drugs and being crippled, and how much Cuddy and Wilson are dragged through that struggle with him. Angst, angst, angst, pain, angst, pain, pain and drugs.
notes: For [livejournal.com profile] cenori ♥ ♥ I haven't done a commentary because I think the video speaks for itself in relation to the song lyrics, but if anyone wants a commentary or wants me to explain anything just lmk in a comment. :-)

Watch here

passive by a perfect circle

dead as dead can be, my doctor tells me
but i just can’t believe him, ever the optimistic one
i’m sure of your ability
to become my perfect enemy

wake up and face me, don’t play dead 'cause maybe
someday i will walk away and say, you disappoint me,
maybe you’re better off this way

leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
i catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
it's your right and your ability
to become… my perfect enemy

wake up and face me, don’t play dead 'cause maybe
someday i’ll walk away and say, you disappoint me,
maybe you’re better off this way

maybe you’re better off this way
maybe you’re better off this way
maybe you’re better off this way
you’re better of this… you’re better off this…
maybe you’re better off!

wake up and face me, don’t play dead, 'cause maybe
someday i’ll walk away and say,
you fucking disappoint me!
maybe you’re better off this way



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[identity profile] de-throned.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
OMG. This is brilliant..... Speechless....

Is this available for download? It's so good I wanna have it <3

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
Gah I knew there was something I forgot to put up. Check this post again - I edited it to add the link. ♥

And thanks so much! I had a lot of fun making this video. :-)

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[identity profile] shutterbug-12.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
That video was so intense and jarring it actually made me feel physically uneasy. Which...is a compliment. Heh. Once again, gorgeous, gorgeous editing. The beginning was especially brilliant, and for some reason I keep thinking about the clip of Wilson dropping his head "you disappoint me". It resonated. Awesome job. Really, just...I loved it. I'm a little dumbstruck about it. Again, a good thing. Damn.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
Intense, jarring and uneasy was totally what I was aiming for. So, yay! I wanted to really put forth House's frustration and anger and everything else that he feels about his condition.

THESE FANVIDS ARE SO MUCH FUN TO MAKE, OMG. *developing an addiction* Thanks so much for watching and commenting. ♥♥

[identity profile] gokuma.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
Wow, the intensity of this vid is really amazing O__O Great editing. Thank you

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for watching and taking the time to comment! :-)

[identity profile] loudxmusic.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
I am just so in love with your videos. You make affects look SO. AMAZING. I cannot do that for the life of me.

My favorite part is 0:57-1:00, just stunning. ♥

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
That video filter that I used for 0;57 - 1;00 I found by complete accident! I was poking around in the programme, sussing out the different effects and stumbled across it and was all "ssod;g;ad'd''af d;g;sdg;'dg'" because I love that kind of effect. That bit is one of my favourites, too - both House and Cuddy look gorgeous in that scene.

Thanks so much for watching and taking the time to comment. ♥♥♥♥♥

[identity profile] u-fisch.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
What an intense video!
The story behind is great and your editing is gorgeous.
02:05 - 02:15 is my favorit part. I like the change between fast and slow.
Good job!
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[identity profile] wihluta.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
This is the first House vid I've watched in ages and WOW! I think it's brilliant!! You've managed to capture the dark/uneasy/destructive part of their relationships really well.


[identity profile] redphoniex.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
i'm not one for over the top effects but it was very well done and matched perfect with the music. That was a fantastic song to chose. Enjoyed it alot but it was giving me a headache :P

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 10:49 am (UTC)(link)
Enjoyed it alot but it was giving me a headache

The song or the video? Or both?

Thanks for watching, anyway. :-)

[identity profile] nitsa-maro.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 11:28 am (UTC)(link)
NEW VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!!!WITH MY FAVORITE PEOPLE INVOLVED !!!

I loved it TO PIECES BUT again I love everything you have done♥ I AM SO DOWNLOADING IT RIGHT NOW!!!!!

"wake up and face me, don’t play dead, 'cause maybe
someday i’ll walk away and say,
you fucking disappoint me!
maybe you’re better off this way" OMG THOSE LYRICS!!!!!!SO INTENSE AND THE SCENES COMBINED WITH SUCH AMAZING EFFECTS!!!! I am gonna watch it again when the downloading is over, i want to see it with better quality (youtube really makes the quality looks awful ) Anyway THANK YOU FOR THIS ♥♥

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
THE SONG IS JUST SO HOUSE, ISN'T IT. I gotta thank [livejournal.com profile] cenori for pointing me towards it - I told her to make a vidding request, and she supplied me with the song and was like, "GO WILD". Lol.

Yeah, I hate how yt lowers the quality. D: The actual file itself is much better quality. Pity I couldn't get the damn thing to be any smaller than 112MB, though, lol.

Thanks so much for watching! ♥

[identity profile] vertizart.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 12:38 pm (UTC)(link)
You've gone and done it. You've got me addicted to your vids. I find myself scrolling through my flist and smiling gleefully everytime I see one of your vids on there. I went back and had a look at some of your other vids on youtube. Man, I have to say, your skills are better than some of the music videos I've seen. the way you can so skillfully apply meaning and context is just incredible, and your eye for detail is amazing. the syringe and the end, the way you handle the shifts in the timing, and even the cadence of the singer to some extent. And I can't get over the clarity and intesity you pull across.

Check out 'turn the lamp down low' by the tea party. Actually there are a few songs off 'edges of twilight' that could work, alot seem to be pretty esoteric, but there are some awesome guitar work and a really gravelly sound. There's also a few trakcs of 'Transmission' also by the Tea party that I think might be interesting to apply. Transmission seems to have a lot more.. restrained anger and rawness to it.

Damn, your work is just incredible. You have blown me away, once again :)

[identity profile] vertizart.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
and when I say there are some awesome guitar work, I mean there IS some awesome guitar work. In my defence, my politics lecture mulched my brain.

[identity profile] blowersgate.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
You're just too good to be true and yet, you are true. I love you and your video to pieces.

And no, the editing didn't give me a headache :P On the contrary, I think I need to get high, mwahaha! xD :P

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Lol thank you so much. ♥ And I'm glad to know it didn't give you a headache, lmao. XD

[identity profile] gleam.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Have I mentioned that you're amazing? Because just in case I haven't, you should absolutely know it every day. This was fantastic as always, Ticcy, ILU! Keep raising the standards for videos!

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[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Aww, thank you so much, Lil. ♥♥ Lol vidding has become, you know, A BIT OF AN ADDICTION. You're one of the people I hold responsible for that. XD

*massive cuddles*

[identity profile] friendsholic.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Very nice! Loved the song, love the scenes picked and video work.

* 112MB for 3m36, that's huge!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks! :-)

AND GAH, I know. I tried to make the file smaller, but no dice. I think the filters I used are hefty in MB.

[identity profile] giellen.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)


Whant can i say Ticcy? This is getting a littel repetitive, but is true. Your aedition is amazing, you're amazing. And this video is nothing less than amazing.
Another perfect video .

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
Aww, thank you so much, bb. Your feedback means a lot. ♥♥♥

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[identity profile] burningchaos.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
That is amazing.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you :-)

[identity profile] pottermanic.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
OMFG. That was absolutely brilliant! Wonderful editing!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks! :-)

[identity profile] cenori.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
TICCY. OH MY GOD. ILU SO MUCH.

I've been waiting eagerly for this, and you delivered in a HUGE way! It's just... everything I always pictured when I heard this song. I love how you let the song lyrics interpret how Wilson and Cuddy feel about House, but also how House feels about himself. I've always thought this was the perfect House VS. himself VS. his leg song, but adding Wilson and Cuddy into the mix just made it all the more layered and depressing.

(That shot of House between 1:43 - 1:48 is GORGEOUS, gah.)

I AM SO HAPPY I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU!! And hearing everyone say that this is a great song choice makes me go like this: :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Heeeee. Thank you, thank you, thank you SO MUCH. *SQUEEZES*

(ALSO, I im'ed you a couple of times yesterday, but it kept telling me you weren't on. :( I have another day off tomorrow, so I should be able to get on tonight!)

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YAAAAAAAAAAAAY. :D :D :D :D :D :D

YOUR COMMENT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. I wasn't sure how to approach using the song at first because of how hard and edgy it is. So, I listened to it a lot to become really familiar with it and began to form some ideas, and then whoo! The vid was then really easy to make, in that I knew exactly what I wanted to portray and how. And as for Wilson and Cuddy - TOTALLY. They are both such a huge, important part of House's life (and Stacy is, too), that it seemed wrong to leave them out of the picture because they're there every day with House and have seen him through the worst of his times.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS SONG. AND FOR MAKING THIS REQUEST. Because I had a blast making this vid. *MASSIVE HUGS* YOU'RE SO WELCOME.


And gah, yeah. I was asleep, lol. But I should be on tomorrow! ♥

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[identity profile] euclase.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Nicely done, dear. House coming in at a bad frequency is very appropriate--those video effects are an elegant touch (kind of Blade Runner-ish, you know?). And I love the look against the song--subtle vs. direct. House "says" so much of that with his being rather than his words, and you captured that nicely.

No idea how you do this. I remain happily dumbfounded. :)

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Hee, thank you. The video effect I found by accident when I was poking around in the programme because I wanted something to try and make certain scenes stand out and give the vid a grittier edge, but wasn't sure how - and then I found the video filter! And yes! Blade Runner!

Thanks so much for watching. And for leaving feedback! ♥♥

[identity profile] wanderlonely.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
You made this? YOU MADE THIS?! That's the best fan-made vid I've ever seen! Your editing is amazing! It's so powerful, and if you take off the song, it's still powerful to watch! AMAZING WORK. ♥

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
Lol thank you so much. I'm rather proud of the outcome of this video myself. ♥

[identity profile] amy-119.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, this is the second time you have left me speechless in almost as many days. You videos are so brilliant. I love the style you have with this one, with the lines through it to make it look like a bad television reception or something along those lines. It was great. It gave the video a more intense feel. This song was perfect (I love A Perfect Circle, btw). Your last two videos have been a little seizure inducing too, which I love. lol. Great job!!!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Yes! Intense was what I was after, and I wanted it to be gritty and unsettling and uneasy. I wanted the watcher to kind of be taken on a fast, hard journey through House's issues, lol.

And A Perfect Circle are awesome. They kind of remind me of Tool, another band I love.

Thanks so much for watching. I'm so glad you enjoyed it, and thanks for taking the time to leave feedback. ♥♥

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[identity profile] orelle-peredhil.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
*points to icon* That's me in shock over the utter and absolute amazingness of this vid.

Now I must hunt down this song.

But my goodness, that was intense and powerful and definitely unsettling... incredible job. ♥

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
I can upload the song for you if you want a copy it.

Thanks so much for watching and taking the time to leave feedback. :-)

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[identity profile] skeez-queen13.livejournal.com 2008-04-10 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. So good.

You rock at editing!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks :-)

[identity profile] evila-elf.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
wow o.o

You are in a whole 'nother level as a vidder. Amazing.

Love how it is so different that it is just like looking at a whole differnet show.

Downloading! :D

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-12 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee, I like trying to make the clips I use seem like something completely different to the show. Kind of like my own universe, if that makes sense. There are fic verses and there are vid verses - I like trying to create both when the creative streak hits.

Thanks so much for watching! ♥

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[identity profile] arhh.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
Wow. I am speechless, yet another one to add to my favorites list of vids. Great job doesn't even begin to describe this, thanks for sharing :)

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-12 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for watching! :-)

[identity profile] bofoddity.livejournal.com 2008-04-11 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
So, "Closer" was very impressive already, but this is even better. All the nastiness and the darkness of House, right there in the surface. Excellent song choice, too.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-12 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank [livejournal.com profile] cenori for the song choice - she made the vid request and supplied the song, and I simply fulfilled said request!

Thanks so much for watching and taking the time to comment. The dark side of House was definitely what I was aiming to explore with this vid, so I'm very glad that came across clearly. :-)

[identity profile] mresundance.livejournal.com 2008-04-12 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
This is fantastic and beautiful. The editing was incredible and sharp. I can't say enough what great work this is.

Mind if I rec this at [livejournal.com profile] dancingvid?

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! ♥

And absolutely! Rec away. Thank you!

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