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ticcyyy ([personal profile] ticcyyy) wrote2009-06-08 05:52 am
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[House] Sensory (House/Cuddy, NC-17)

title: Sensory
pairing: House/Cuddy
rating: NC-17
disclaimer: When the vulture flies sideways, the moon has hair on its upper lip.
notes: Written for the porn battle!

summary: She's everything House remembers her to be.

by Ticcy

She's everything House remembers her to be.

Hard kisses, gentle touches, demanding mouth, knowing smiles against his lips. It's almost too perfect, he thinks as he runs his hands up her stomach to her breasts. This. Them. He cranes his neck up from the pillow as Cuddy grasps his head, and he latches his mouth on her nipple. She lets out a sharp gasp, throws her head back, slides her clit along his penis. She's wet and warm and he rocks his hips back up against her, moving across to her other nipple. When he pulls back with an audible suck, he looks up at her and sees her looking right back down at him, her hair falling down around her face. He smiles at the smile she gives him. Too perfect, he thinks. Definitely too perfect.

But that doesn't stop him from shifting up onto his elbows, arching his chin up to meet her lips. Cuddy meets him halfway, all tongue and teeth and sucks until he's almost dizzy from the intense kiss. She pushes him back down and he runs his hands up her thighs as she kneels up to guide him into her. Slow and sweet and tight. She utters a helpless groan, followed by a gasped, "God, that feels good."

She doesn't waste any time. With her hands braced on his chest, she starts moving, sliding up and down him in short, steady motions. The room is dark save for the faint glow of the streetlights outside, but he can see her staring down at him, watching him. He touches her everywhere he can - her breasts, her stomach, her hips, and he closes his eyes when her hands cup his face. Too perfect. Almost surreal. And yet exactly what he's wanted for so long. Cuddy. Her. Them.

She starts moving faster, a little harder, obscenely wet noises coming from where their bodies are joined. Her hands find his and their fingers lace together, Cuddy pushing against him while he pushes back, providing a counterbalance while she rocks her hips more frantically. He sees strands of her hair stick to her forehead and feels a trickle of sweat pooling on his chest. "House," she groans, tipping her head back. Harder, faster, skin slapping against skin. Soon, she's coming, gasping aloud with every pulse of her orgasm. He watches in awe until she's bent over him, forehead pressed to his.

He falls into a desperate kiss, rolling with Cuddy until he's on top, buried deep inside and moving in long, powerful strokes. Cuddy hitches her legs up around his waist and cries out with her head arched against the pillows. He feels her hands on his ass, urging him to go deeper and harder until he can't hold back anymore, muffling her name into the side of her neck while he comes. He slows to a stop, sweaty and trembling, and Cuddy presses kisses to his cheek and his temple before soothingly stroking her hands up his back and into his hair. "I love you," he hears her whisper.

He answers by finding her mouth with his and kissing her hard. He keeps kissing her and kissing her until he needs space to breathe. He rolls to his back with a satisfied moan and smiles to himself as Cuddy cuddles up to his side. "I'm glad you stayed," he tells her.

"Shh," is all she says. "It's time to sleep now." And for once, he does as he's told, his eyes sliding shut as sleep quickly takes over.

She's gone when he wakes up the next morning. He's surprised at first, confused, a little disappointed. It's as though she was never here. He should've known it was too perfect. But that's okay - he can live with that. He's a free man now - detoxed, clean, loved. He enters the bathroom and spies the lipstick on his cheek in the reflection of the mirror; a smudge from one of Cuddy's many passionate kisses. He traces his fingers down over his lips, then looks down and sees her lipstick standing on the counter.

He picks it up and smiles.


[identity profile] avidreadergirl.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)




[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks so much for reading, bb. ♥

(Anonymous) 2009-06-07 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Absolutely gorgeous.
Insanely hot.
Completely broke my heart.

[identity profile] crumpled-up.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
This is exactly what I'd been wondering recently lol, what House's delusion would've been like. Cuz my mind apparently likes wandering into porny places when I'm studying for finals hahahahaha. This is beautiful and so so sad at the same time. hfdsurttjhkjhluh;khlyfkjf YOU'RE KILLING ME WITH THE PERFECT HERE. KILLING ME.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
It's something I want to write MOAR of. There are so many ways his hallucination could've been taken.


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[identity profile] crumpled-up.livejournal.com - 2009-06-08 04:50 (UTC) - Expand

[identity profile] hrcsen08pres.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Great job!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:26 am (UTC)(link)

[identity profile] mirandascully.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, God. I want to cry. Poor House!
This one was beautiful. And sad. And HOT.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
I know - I feel bad for House whenever I watch 'Under My Skin' now, knowing that none of it is real. :-(

Thanks for reading!

[identity profile] tuckp3.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
this is me tapping out 'cause you've won the porn battle. the ending is sort of bitter sweet and ambiguous - am i supposed to believe this was real or should i know it's just his hallucination. i can't decide which one i want it to be... either way, i enjoyed it.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
The ending is where 'Both Sides Now' opened up - House hallucinating that Cuddy was there. ;-)

Thanks so much for reading!
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[identity profile] szoszo.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
gah :(

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
I know D:

[identity profile] hargie-42.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Woot! Sexy! ;) Loved it!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you!
london_fan: London - Tower Bridge at night with a beautiful blue/teal colouring (House/Cuddy - Passion)

[personal profile] london_fan 2009-06-07 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
This is perfect. I actually wondered that there aren't more fanfictions about that imagined sex out there, but now that I've read yours, I'm glad. This is it. It's hot, it's sweet, it's perfect, because the angst actually is in the readers' heads, since we already know it didn't happen. I love how you play with that theme...

Too perfect. Almost surreal. And yet exactly what he's wanted for so long. Cuddy. Her. Them.
This line is killing me.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
I'm surprised more hasn't been written about the hallucination sex, too! My guess is that a lot of fans were butthurt that it didn't really happen and therefore refuse to include it as canon or something. Who the hell knows.

Thanks so much for reading, bb! ♥

[identity profile] kellinator1380.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh this is beautiful, I do wonder if House imagined Cuddy professing her love for him in their fake sex, if she did that makes it all the more depressing. So sad, yet to HAWT- my two favorite elements in a fic. Great job!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
I wonder, too. I think it's as likely as it is unlikely. Anything's possible, especially given he was the one who professed to her in his hallucination that he always wants to kiss her.

Thanks for reading!

[identity profile] huddy88.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
oh my god..i really cried with that.too perfect...

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Aww. Thanks for reading. :-)

[identity profile] sadpie.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
GAH. Hot & beautiful & completely heartbreaking. :( I love it.

adding to memories!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for reading, bb. ♥!

[identity profile] nitsa-maro.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Perfection ♥ I read it three times already and each single time i got goosebumps all over me!!

Thanks bb ♥

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you for reading, babe! ♥

[identity profile] huddy4chris.livejournal.com 2009-06-07 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
you killed me woman... I need to go get three packs of tissues now... you reminded me of the saddest House episode I have ever seen... I just... nah, I can't... it's exactly as you said it: "too good to be true"... WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? *cries*

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
It was sad, yeah. I felt awful for House. :-(

Thanks for reading.

[identity profile] lawgrrl-23.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
Excellent, and perfectly sad. Well done!

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] fullmoondream.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
It's true.... in my mind... YOu kicked the porn battle's butt. It's so sad but so awesome

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
Ahaha. Aww yay! Thanks for reading!

[identity profile] pottermanic.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
So hot but so heartbreaking. I love it. ♥

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for reading, bb. ♥

[identity profile] sandyjoy.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
the best way to spend the time in the office is reading your smuts haha
pure hotness
BUT you know I can't cry in front of all these people who work here right! whyyyyyyyy this ending whyyyyy

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-11 09:42 am (UTC)(link)
I know. It's a sad ending. :-(

Thanks for reading, bb.

[identity profile] darkchild1283.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 08:48 am (UTC)(link)

Clean and sober and HOT.

100% made of AWESOME...I can imagine him hallucinating it exactly like this!


[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-11 09:43 am (UTC)(link)
I think what goes on in House's head is a lot more romantic than he would ever dare let on.

Thanks for reading, bb!

[identity profile] jiraiyasgirl.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
Awww man...I was sooo happy, so exicted. Just like that damn episode I thought it was real, But of course "it was all just an illusion".

Poor House...probably what amounted to the hottest, most loving sex of his life and he imagined it.

This was really good!!! And HOt...did I mention HOT???

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-11 09:43 am (UTC)(link)
Hee. Thanks for reading!

[identity profile] mrowrr.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 10:14 am (UTC)(link)
well, someone needed to write this, and i'm so glad it was you. this was incredibly hot and incredibly heartbreaking. loved it.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-11 09:44 am (UTC)(link)
I'm surprised more people *haven't* written the missing sex scene in that hallucination :-O

Thanks for reading, bb!

[identity profile] ducks-in-a-row.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 12:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay for House/Cuddy porn. I don't even care it's not real (and what is real anyway? if House felt/tasted/smelled it--isn't that a sort real?) it's still House/Cuddy porn and there's not nearly enough of that.

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-11 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
Ahaha I agree! I love these porn battles - good excuse to write porn. Not that I *need* an excuse, but you know what I mean. ;-)

Thanks for reading! ♥

[identity profile] wanderlonely.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Totally beautiful and hot.


[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-11 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks, babe. ♥

[identity profile] iownmyworld.livejournal.com 2009-06-08 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
do you some more like this one?!

This is more than great1

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-11 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
I have plenty more fics! Just click the tag at the top of this page labeled '!fic', and that'll take you to all my fics :-)

(Anonymous) 2009-06-08 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
So hot, so heartbreaking. House imagining himself clean, clear, sober, and unguarded enough to let himself be loved by Cuddy is just tragic. Great work.

Though this is perfect as it is, I second the notion that there are other ways this delusionary sex could have gone down in House's broken mind. I fervently hope you take a crack at those alternate views as well.

-- blacktop

[identity profile] ticcyyy.livejournal.com 2009-06-11 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
I likely shall take a crack at them!

Thanks for reading!

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